The best thing to do:
Getting over you slowly. Need to stop waiting for someone who clearly, possibly doesn’t want me the same way I want him. Hopefully this thing I need to deal with is nothing so it doesn’t link us to anything.
Any who, I also like this other guy but I don’t wanna get the signals all wrong so imma wait and see what happens when I hit him up next weekend. Hopefully he will wanna kick it just the two of us or maybe even with my loves like a double date before a kickback or something (;
Maybe it’s about time to move on. Get that letter F on my chest it’s for fresh. Anyways starting new with this heart of mine.. So M finally accepted my friend request on Facebook and posted a comment on my wall. I don’t know he sounds interested by asking a homie where I was at when he had a kickback and just asked what I’m doing over the weekend. Mmm I think he’s pretty sweet and I like that about him. We exchanged numbers so I hope we will be texting soon… Or maybe it’s just me being a bit too infatuated with him and he just sees me as a friend. Sigh**
It’s clearly obvious…
You don’t want anything more. I tired of trying and chasing after your ass. I’m tired of being jealous over all the females chasing after you. I’m tired of acting like a normal couple with the laughs, fun and fights even though we aren’t official. I’m just tired and hopefully if you’ll notice that I have stopped trying and see if you care to realize it. Tired of the same routine. The end.
Why is it…
Whenever I think it’s not gonna work between us, some random nigga would text me and the next thing I know it- you call to see wassup? I just don’t get it. Coincidence I don’t know…
Hate this part right here and now:
Bringing all my belongings and seeing it take up the backseat and trunk is depressing. Kicking it my last night in elk grove with my loves wasn’t what I expected it to be, it just felt like nothing…now that I’m here in the bay, I feel so depressed and questioning the situations I chose just to come see his ass. Was it worth it? Do you even care like you say you do? And when you say you can’t express the way you feel; I’m always down to listen no matter what the situation is, even if I can’t understand just help me try to. The past few months spent was better than the times we spent over the on and off shit. I really wish we could’ve been an item again and try to make it work, but I guess we won’t know now that I’m two hours away…
